Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in chazpup's LiveJournal:

Sunday, June 15th, 2008
6:14 pm	silly The fox sez: I are in your coopz, eating all your chickenz! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 17th, 2004
3:07 pm	Smiles and sunshine Wow.. things are coming togather. A few BIG problems but.. i dont mind about them. Im happy, have the pete with me, have the apartment almost looking nice... have my health insurance and have my fish (pet). Life is good, no new news complaints to falow at a later time im shure :) Ok, so one complaint falows... No time to hang out with friends.. but im working on that :) Honestly, all you friends out there.. all 2 of you and you knwo who you are... ;) Im trying! but things need to be finished first then i can claim some "off hours" for myself :) Anyway.. thats it :) byebye Current Mood: energetic (Comment on this)
Monday, August 30th, 2004
8:29 pm	When you want somethgin done right... So we all know the saying right? Well ive found it to be true over the course of the past few weeks. Having contractors work at the job site and they never get anything done correctly. They get pissed because I point out flaws in the work they do but if they did it right the first time arround instead of tryign to half-ass it in order to get out in a hurry I woudlent find any issues. Is it just me or is quality in the world going down hill? Problems like this have cost me my apartment and im currently living out of a hotel and still dont get any sleep. Can you velive it? The time and cost overrun on this project is now at 200% and counting... Grrrr, I hate lazy contractors! On the lighter and happer side of life Pete finaly made it back and im happy as a clam about that! Living with the BF agin is making my life alot easier and stress freer than before. The down side is havign less free time (no free time) to spend with friends though so I feel guilty for all thoes people I use to hang out with and now cant because Pete wants all my time. Lets see.. what els, ummm... thats it rilly now, just work and the BF... life is OK but no real things to report one way or the other.... Ta-ta for now. Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Friday, July 16th, 2004
12:19 pm	The pain of health Ok, so for the first time in like a year i pulled my bike out to ride it last night. Now, i love my bike.. its a swiss military bicycle bregade relic from 1959 and weighs 52LBS and solid as a rock. Thats great and all for going down hill and keeping it from geting dented but what hapens when you hit a pothole you dont see while taknig a turn at 15mph at night? Well il tell ya, you go flying off the bike and it fallows close after. So, now im sore and grass stained, luckly it wasent concrete where I landed and the bike is unharmed, suprise suprise. Just taking some painkillers for my back and going to work in a bit. I know theres a lesson to be learned here but im not shure what, so if anyoen can think of it, let me know. ;) In other news the rabbits are taking over the city, film at 11. PS, whada you know, SOMEONE actualy DOES read my journal *does the happy dance* :P (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
7:34 am	Friends Well, what can one say. I dont write in here often but figured I would with this. I have a friend visiting here, hes seen what i do for work, how I live and all that stuf. Not many people get to see that far into my life, not that I keep it a deep dark secret but rather I just dont talk about it to many. Anyway... I dont have TO many friends rilly..... Alot of aquantances, people who say they are friends but are aquantances and lets face it, we all have thoes and were all honest that you woudlent loand them 5 bucks if they asked for it and they would act in same. So back to the begining. My friend is leaving and i have this sinking feeling i did a bad job of making him feel welcome and entertained. Hes a cool guy, an artist actualy. Lives in California and is use to hanging out with all sorts of cool active people.... I dont know the area all that well, im bad at thinking of things to do and my apartment, though free of rotting food, is less than the most wonderfull place on earth. All this leads me to wonder if im that much of a boring person in the real world and if thats why no one rilly makes much of an effort to hang out with me. And that leads me to friends in general. Maby its because i talk about work alot... Its prety big in my life. My BF lives in another state and its hard for me to keep emotionaly balanced with the lack of human contact out here so i dive into work to keeo my mind busy. The down side of this is it nearly consumes me to a near zelous level and its all I have to talk about to anyone because it "IS" my life. I dont know how I woudl react to someone who was like that with me, I might avoid them as well or not.. but honestly cant say. So this leads me to my "REAL" friends, you know.. the ones who have been around forever and ever. My BF ofcourse... going on years now in August, horray us :) My best friend in Flordia who means thw world to me... Moving on we get to the X-BF whos always been as great as anyone could ask of a friend :) Me made bad as a couple great as buddies :). Hmmm... lots and lots of people that take up all the space under that. My BF... well what is their to say about him. Wonderfull, loyal, dependable, handsom, loving and 100% mine :) no words can describe him adaquatly enough so youl just have to take my word for him being a great guy and that if I was able id write novels about how neat he is :P :) (PS: Love at first sight does exisit :) ) My Best friend. I know he will probly never read this but still, hes like a little brother to me, a best friend and lover all wraped into a ball. The latter description is one that is more wistfull thinking than reality but it ilistrates the point he consumes a large part of my heart, more than almost everyoen but the BF and he knows id move moutains to see him happy. Fate has been cruel to us, in my opinion and forced us to find each other but to live a nation appart. Im happy for him, he has someone he seems happy with and has goten on his feet, i wish him the world of luck and wellness :) I dont know if he feels the same about me in general as i do him, at times i think he does and others i dont but my feelings for him have never changed in 9 years... so what can ya do hu? Your best friend is your best friend. :) the X-BF... Great guy, good friend, always around when i need someone to talk to. Over the years we have grown farther and farther apart but i supose thats to be expected and all. Everyone els. Well now, theirs 2 catagories here.... Everyone thats a real friend and everyone thats an aquantance freind. I wont get into the "not rilly a friend friend" A real friend is somethign thats hard to describe,as best as i can figure its someone that gives you happyness to be around and know and someone that you would hate to loose form your life. Im not shure you need to know these people for long or even if they need to feel the same for you as it seems emotions rilly are in the eye of the beholder. An aquantace friend is a little less distinct and i think for me its omre someone I like in general and have some enjoyment being around. I woudlent be happy about loosing one but I dont think it would impact my life greatly ither. It seems most of my friends are "aquantance" friends and it leaves me at a bit if a quandry as to why this is. But anyway ive babbled on and have not rilly said anything. Then agin this is my bit of webspace and i supose im alowed to do that, this place being here for me and not you. Your welcome to coment but no promises i will ever read them. Best of luck and maby one day, if not already, il be able to call you a friend. Current Mood: indescribable (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 29th, 2004
5:57 am	***Satlink initialization begin... MillStar7 confirm local path*** ***2400bps Established.... NRO confirm path.... Mobile 5 Online*** ***Obtaining DES3 key NSA Hagerstown...... DES Encrypter online*** *** Begin transition **** Hey hey, got an LJ account. Dont plan to write much.. im just to busy and lazy.. mostly lazy ;) ***Confirm link to Hagerstown..... Hagerstown link NRO confirmed*** ***Key release requested... Key release confirmed NSA Hagerstown*** ***Hagerstown NSA link dissengaged... Des Encryptor Offline....*** ***NRO path disengage confirmed... Mobile 5 Offline confirmed..*** ***MilStar7 path offline....... Satlink dissengage confimed.....*** ***End transmission*** Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)